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2002-04-03 - 1:00 a.m. Okay, second one in the last 24 hours. I guess I just have a bunch on my mind. See, I'm have this big debate in my head about weather I'm pretty or not. Granted it's a rather petty idea that I usually wouldn't entertain, but I'm female and 16- it happens. Especialy since the big Junior Prom is coming up. I've been waiting for this one guy, we'll call him Josh, to ask me. But I won't hold my breath. Then there's the whole fact that I'm going with or without a date. How am I going to do my hair? My makeup? Eep! I am *so* not this girly! In other news: I'm running for president of not only the Band, but also the Young Educator's Society. I think I'm masacistic (sp?). And I'm hoping for rank leader in Marching Band. Oy vey. See what I mean about doing too much? But I like being busy. It's when I'm happiest because I don't have to think about my own problems. I know that's not healthy, but it gets me through the day. Atleast for today. I can't wait until I'm fifty and I'm in the B&B. That'll be the good life. Unfourtunatly, I'm not old enough to enjoy that life yet... ah... C'est la vie. C'est dommage. So I'm enjoying the driving thing. Maybe I'll be a racecar driver instead. I used to be worried about picking a profession and staying with that, but now I pity those who have. At 16, we're so young! There aer so many choices that'll pop up in front of me along the way. Who knows? I might actually be a racecar driver and own a B&B and be ateacher and learn how to be a mechanic. Life is full of possiblities and second chances. For most things atleast. I'm beginning to think I'm one of those people that everyone says "has a nice personality". I must mention the Cheez and Banana Whiz factory for my friend Erin's sake. See, we're going to have a Banana Whiz factory conjoined with Habeeb's Hot Spot where I work as a crusty old lounge singer in the third world country I get after Alan takes over the world. We will also be offering Lennon in a spreadable paste. I don't think his family would protest, do you? *giggle* I guess I should go. Mind is a little emptier now. Gracias mi amigos y amigas. God Bless Edith
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