2002-10-06 - 9:18 p.m.

Things are wierd right now. I have all this energy inside of me. Like I wanna do everything at once, and I just sit there. I have absolutely no physical energy though... and a huge headache. Bleh. Too much sugar, not enough sleep.

That for all my spanish speaking homies out there.

I still have this crushy-like thing on Joel. I think that it's just, I'm liking getting to know him. It's interesting. I've never heard him say 'fucking' until last night. Muy entertaining.

I saw Akira last night. Creepy movie. Needs to be watched again. Now that I've gotten over all the gore and freaky ass things happening, I can concentrate on other things about it- like the plot. Crack monkeys? Motercycles? LARRY KING? CANADA?! Crazy anime.

WHoo hoo! Marquee! Praise my HTML knowledge, infidels.

And I can do this too.

Sorry... I just learned those. It's an exciting moment in my life.

This weekend was crazy. I got to ride in Justin's car to B&N. Crazy ass stick shifter... cracker. It was a jerky ride cuz he had to keep switching gears in a small amount of room and we almost ran into someone b/c people are stupid and can't look behind them before moving over... GYPSIES!

At the game Joel put his arm around me while we were singing our song b/c it was raining so hard. It felt good- not b/c it was Joel, but b/c someone just impromptu-like had friendly physical contact. Alicia's the only one who does that anymore.. Not that that's bad. ;) I just miss being cuddled and hugg-ed.

Alicia and I had a major bonding moment Sat. night. We parked in Pine Grove Park and just talked for like an hour and a half. I love moments like that. Just bonding- especially with Alicia b/c ella es mi mejor amiga.

I miss Heather .. but I never see her anymore. I might see her next week though. *cheer*

I miss having a guy friend that I can lean on. I've always wanted a big brother... but the closest I can get is a best guy friend. And I've lost my last one to his girlfriend and his schedual. Dammit. I want a best friend more than I could ever want a boy friend.

I've really got nothing more to type. Acutally, I have everything to type, but I'm lazy.. heh.

Yo.

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