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2002-11-29 - 12:18 a.m. Justin tried again with Kelly last night. Poor guy. Didn't work.. again. *sigh* I guess third times the charm, eh? I've met this great guy, Mike, through Monkeeland. He's wonderful and makes me feel so special (even after he saw my picture...). But it's the whole online part that bothers me. I hate not being able to know him in real life. Or be able to hang out. Or the fact that he doesn't know any of my friend.. .and that Alicia's the only one I can really tell him about. I know she won't tease me or think I'm wierd for being interested in someone thousands of miles away. I keep having thoughts back to Corey too. I'm so afriad to put my heart on the line again. Duct tape can only help so many things.... I'm so happy for Beau. His mommy's getting married this weekend (*giggle* She's so cute) and things are back to normal with Lauren. :) He keeps apologising for talking about her so much, but I love knowing that there's still lengthy relationships out there. :) I feel like a fool for this fight with Alicia. Gah. I get so overemotional about things. It's yet another warning sign that I'm turning into my mother.... *sigh* I get to go shopping with Becca Seaton tomorrow. :) Mm.. christmasy goodness. :) It's gonna be a zoo! With all the sales and what not... Tomorrow's the last parade I'll ever have to do! ..I think... And I get to shove candy canes in my pants. ;) How else do you think Angie and I started call each other Candypants? *giggle* I got to drink a bottle of O'Doul's tonight. Even if it's non-alcoholic.. it still had a calming effect on me. Made my headache go away too. I like the bubbles. :) Hmm... oh yeah.. Love you all!
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